I understand that there is sthg out of my control; out of my reach

what i can do is to give my best shot and leave the rest to God

Enjoy the ride of life

i have been over-thought...too anxious abt the future...made me missing the moment of life, like i am not living at all
scare of what lies beyond
carry too much burdens from the past
When i came across the old pics...i found out i am losing myself completely...

i juz want to live for the moment...not being torn by the past and the future.
i want to be free and get away from the constraints

i am feeling better after pouring out my words from my heart...thx for listening to my complaints

it all takes time...i can't expect everything will put into order or run as I expected
It's life, after all, with countless ups and downs;
every bitterness of it shall remind me that I shud treasure what I am already having

Dear Lord,

Please take away my worries and replace it with Your wisdom, faith and bravery.

Humbly Yours,
XX

6 directors at table listening to my presentation
omg...i did very terrible...my stomach was like twisting...
well, i dun wanna make any more excuses for messing up my interview..juz mad at myself for screwing up such a good opportunity...

a good experience after all...